It always gets better.

Performance tonight

I’m nervous… not about screwing up, but because this is a huge panic attack trigger. 

Tonight is panic disorder meets social anxiety.

Someone’s going to be videotaping everything. So if I have a panic attack during a performance, it will be caught entirely on film and put on Facebook. It is the hardest thing in the world not to let it show at all.

So I’m nervous. Wish me luck.